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About Me Member Emotional Poet idreaminglasscolor15/Female/United States

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Dear self, the end.

Dear self, I'm sorry, okay?
I'm so incredibly sorry i've put you here again, I'm sorry i sad those things that threw you into the dark abyss that we call panic, that make you sit on the bathroom floor just waiting for your body to throw up your organs, hoping maybe you can throw up all your thoughts and negativity. That when you're done you'll be cleansed, but that's just not going to work. It's not realistic. And it doesn't make him or anyone else particularly happy.
Most of the things i say to you aren't true, i don't think so... but i'm not sure, but how could i be? It's up to you to not mak

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What if..What if we stopped having a ball What if the paint chips from the wall? What if there's always cups in the sink? What if I'm not what you think I am? What if I fall further than you? What if you dream of somebody new? What if I never let you win our silly little fights? What if your eyes close before mine? What if they do?
I am giving up on making passes, and I am giving up on half empty glasses and I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up on crying over sun setting before i'm ready, and I am giving up on dwelling over my life not being steady, i'm giving up on What if..
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Pt.2I decided to write you a letter yesterday but in the end it seemed dumb and unimportant. Fake almost. Pointless little "i love you's" and "i'm so happy's" "we're going to get better's." And while you know that these are all true, of course i love you, of course we're going to get better, i am happy, but maybe i just disliked the way i presented it. I'll write you something that's more me.
I think it's obvious that that thursday was scary. I think it's obvious that it hurt me and maybe you too. But it helped us see, like you said, an urgency. And so somehow i know that we are not finished.
I want to write more, Pt.2
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wordvomit.Since that night i've been walking around with my body in a different form. It feels like you left my chest open for the infection to attack, I'm stumbling around with my calf muscles strewn out and my thighs have been mutilated with your own pretty words. I think it's obvious that the path to this heart is littered with those who came before, those who were stronger. You left me laughing in delusions and listening to british pop sing about irony and love, I'll admit i'm tad scared that i won't be able to be the one to write about our irony and love, But even if this is true i'll still sacrifice my eyes to wordvomit.
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If you have a chance, you should read a few of my entries. You may learn something, actually, I have no doubt that you will.
I love a lot.
I love love, in fact it's my favorite thing,
I love being in love,
I love quotes,
I love anime,
I love video games,
I love art,
I love poetry,
I love life,
I love smiling,
I love making new friends,
I love learning the underlying causes of everything,
I love philosophy. Which helps shape the world.

I hate a lot,
I hate hate, unfortunately it's my least favorite thing,
I hate drugs, alcohol, smoking,
I hate make up, honestly i hate societies perception of women,
I hate liars,
I hate hypocrites,
I hate naivety,
I hate drunks,
I hate flirts,
I hate sports,
I hate tomatoes, onions, and mushrooms,
I hate people who judge before they know all the facts,
I hate idiots. Which groups about most of the world.

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Wed Nov 18, 2009, 4:54 PM

Are you ready for a bunch of what the fuck moments? My mom got out of rehab this past thursday, is going to jail on friday for 48 hours because of her DUI and.... you ready for the biggest one? She's pregnant. Oh yes. She's pregnant. I'm 15 and will be sixteen when it's born just like her and her little brother. .... what the fuck.
However, as some of you may have noticed, i'm kind of back.

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deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small
Interests: Anime, poetry, quotes, art, music, video games
Favourite movie: Rent, My Neighbor Totoro
Favourite band or musician: The Cure, Vanessa Carlton, The Matches, Say Anything, Jay Brannan
Favourite artist: Hayou Miyazaki
Favourite photographer: Akif Hakan Celebi
MP3 player of choice: Gigabeat
Wallpaper of choice: A cute one
Favourite game: Katamari, Harvest Moon
Favourite gaming platform: Well, i have them all!
Favourite cartoon character: Hamtaro or Kogepan
Personal Quote: "It is a common delusion that you make things better by talking about them."
Tools of the Trade: my key board, pencil, paper, pen

AIM: daisukitsuki817

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~redblackishrose 2 days 20 hours ago

Thanks for the fav on "Come On" Check out my other poems too will ya?

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For whatever we loose (like a you or a me)
Its always ourselves we find in the sea
-From a book by Jenny Han

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~MimiLynch 2 days 21 hours ago

Thank you very much for the fave!!

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~crichy 2 days 22 hours ago

thanks for the fav, nice galleri though

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~InKPapeR-AndSoul 2 days 23 hours ago

...Thank you for the fave! ^_^

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"The physical part of love is the easiest part. The hardest part is loving someone with your heart" Richard Pryor in "The Toy"

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~SanjuroHimurasaki 2 days 23 hours ago

Thank you for the favorite.

^_^

~sanJuro

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~TerraKitsune 2 days 23 hours ago

<3

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~FeedUrHead4 2 days 23 hours ago

Thanks for the Favorite.
If you have the time, say yr welcome. =]

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~CaucusCapatcha 3 days 4 hours ago

Thanks for the favorites

It really made my day.

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It's not a story
It's just life.

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~Violent-Contractions 3 days 4 hours ago

thanks for the favorite.

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... said the flying satanist, eating a piece of jello.

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~JJsteel 3 days 4 hours ago

Thanks for the fave ^^
Poetry is my specialty!

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Make something idiot proof, and somebody will just make a better idiot... Why apply effort if it's just gonna end up biting you in the ass? Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, I'm gonna make sure you regret it...

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